a new year.

I have decided that I am a horrible blogger.... I have two and maintain none. it is awful! Life is so full of confusion and decisions lol. Sometimes I wonder why we can't just be given a roadmap to follow at birth that would give us the exact steps that we should take as we travel down the "road of life". I just think that would be so much easier and much more considerate of God than leaving us on our own to figure things out lol. I know that God is always there, and I know that he is always faithful to help when we need it but like sometimes I just wish I knew when it was God and when it was just me. Because God knows what we SHOULD do but he has given us this wonderful thing known as freewill. I know that if I didn't have the freewill then i would be upset because I would feel like I was always be controlled. Which brings me to another point. Why are humans never happy? No matter what happens, human beings always find something to complain about. Either they don't have enough or they have more than enough but their lives are falling apart. Why can't we just find happiness in God?? Humans always try to fix everything and they try to make their own decisions and just grrr. I pray that God helps me find happiness and joy in him. Because in the end. God is all I need. He is my supply, my breath of life, my love, my joy, my help, my comforter, my father, my God, my everything. And if God is my everything, nothing else matters.


Love to all! and God Bless!